For Us? Jail. For Priests? A  Retreat!

JULY 2010

A man creeps out from the bushes, grabs a young boy, pulls the child back to the concealment of the bushes, slaps a piece of duct tape across the child’s mouth for silence, throws the terrified boy into a waiting van, and drives off. All in less than 30 seconds. That boy is his for as long as he wants him. He drives to a pre-planned, secluded place in the woods somewhere. He sexually abuses the boy for as long as he wants, in any way he wants. Unless there are witnesses, he will never be caught. When he’s through with the child, he tosses him into a remote leafy ravine and gets on with his life. Finishing off his bottle of bourbon, which he also tosses into the ravine, he looks forward to examining the many Polaroids of his abuse of the little boy. He won’t keep the photos too long of course. He will burn them eventually. He is not stupid. He is just evil. There will be more children and more photos in his future.

If this monster is unlucky enough to be discovered and prosecuted, he will be tried, convicted and thrown into prison for a very long time. However, only a tiny percentage of these perverts are ever caught, and there are still psychologists who think that with “talk therapy” such men can be cured. Bull. You cannot “fix” pedophiles or serial rapists. Their brains are wired wrong from the start, and all you can hope to do is keep them away from any future victims.

Remove those ugly thoughts from your mind and think of something beautiful and serene, like a lovely church. With stained glass windows, and perhaps some chanting in the distance, peace reigns supreme on gorgeous grounds, meticulously groomed. This is true beauty. Imagine now a priest asking one young altar boy to stay behind after the others have left. The boy feels honored. Very special. “Yes, Father?” the boy asks sweetly. 

The priest leads the little boy into his private quarters, and offers to watch some videos with him. Popcorn, cola—this is heaven! The priest of course knows that the child is one of seven to a single mother who has to work two jobs just to put food on her meager table. The little boy appreciates the attention—and the popcorn! This is a treat he never sees at home. The stage is set.

These “special” get-togethers become more frequent and the boy’s mother couldn’t be happier or more proud. Her little one is special! The priest said so! She prays to God and to the Blessed Virgin, thanking them for this honor. Life is not easy, but this helps to make all her hard work seem more meaningful.  “Hail Mary, full of grace, blessed art Thou . . . .”

As the priest and the boy become closer, the priest will often put his arm around the child and sometimes stroke his thighs. The boy doesn’t even notice. He’s eating his ice cream cone! But when the stroking involves the boy’s genitals he is uncomfortable. His ice cream cone isn’t as good. He’s distracted by the priests two hands, now fondling his genitals and his backside. Something is wrong, and as young as he is he knows that. But what to do?

As these “special” sessions become more frequent, the boy notices that the videos have changed. No longer generic cartoons and cowboy movies, they show men fondling little boys, first in clothes and then naked! This is completely new to the child and he looks away at first. The priest fondles more firmly and the boy now knows he’s in trouble. He can’t just leave. This is his priest! Eventually, as he feared, his clothes are removed and his naked body is now being caressed. There is no need to go into any more detail as the progression is so predictable. Clothes come off of both of them, and the priest does things with his mouth and then asks the boy to do the same to him. Then there is more. When the child finally gets to go home, he is vaguely ashamed and thoroughly confused. Why was this priest doing this to him?

If this monster is unlucky enough to be discovered, he will not be prosecuted. Nooooooooooo. No, this monster will be sent to a retreat somewhere, with lovely gardens and water fountains, where he will try to “talk” through his “problem.” Or he will simply be sent to a different diocese where he will have a fresh batch of boys to prey on. Why should this be so? How is the priest any different from the man with the van in the bushes?

The simple answer: he isn’t. He’s a pedophile, just like the van man. Zero difference—except the priest has the protection of the largest and most influential church on earth. They all did. Being a Catholic priest was a pedophile’s heaven. So to speak. Tsk, tsk. Naughty priest? Well, let’s quietly relocate him. And that is precisely what has been going on for over a thousand years.

In a 1970 Oakland, California case, a particularly brutal case of abuse was reported quite differently in two different publications. In The Catholic Voice, Fr. Kiesle was accused of “lewd conduct with minors.” In the Contra Costa Times, a secular newspaper, Kiesle was reported “tying up and molesting two preteen boys in the rectory of Our Lady of the Rosary Church in Union City.” Don’t quite sound like the same stories, do they?

The current pope, Benedict XVI, Cardinal Ratziner at the time, did everything possible to delay, conceal and evade the whole mess, and he tried mightily to make the whole thing go away. It didn’t.

It’s a Freaking Felony!

Now would be a good time to take a breath and examine this whole thing more carefully. In all the articles about priest abuse you read words like laicization and defrocking and removed from active duty and sent on extended leave and counseling and on and on as if they had committed some minor infractions. They are felons! It is a felony to rape children, but here again we see the Catholic Church’s enormous power, even over the secular press.

But even in the regular news we hear about “sex offenders.” What the hell is a sex offender? Is that someone who engages in sex even though he has extreme body odor? The wording makes it seem that innocuous. A child rapist is not an “offender.” He’s a violent criminal. Or molester. There’s another euphemism. Molest? If a boy pulls really hard on a girl’s pony tail, he’s molesting her. If a priest rapes a boy he is committing a heinous, violent crime. Let’s change our terminology, shall we?

But terminology aside, let’s change our laws, shall we? It’s bad enough that they pay no property taxes, even on their clearly money-making, secular condominiums, but why should the Roman Catholic Church be exempt from secular laws when they commit felonious crimes? Why? Even though the animal Kiesle was arrested for his crimes in 1978, nothing happened to him for three years, and even at that all that happened was that a letter was sent to Rome for guidance. The letter was ignored and it wasn’t until 1987 that the bastard was defrocked. Rape some boys, lose your vestments. Jeez. Tough rules. And while the Church can afford to pay billions in lawsuits for its priests’ crimes, how many lives were forever ruined? We will never know, but what we do know is that drugs and alcohol and totally undeserved guilt and shame  and suicides and all manner of horrible things have happened to victims of these rotten priests. I wish there were a hell for them to burn in. 

God's Representatives on Earth

The most enormous difference, however, between the van man and the priests is that children are told, firmly and decisively, at a very early age, that priests are God’s Representatives on Earth. Give that a think. What could ever be more important than that? Who could ever be more important than that? Well, no one. That’s why over the ages priests have been given such respect and treated with such deference. God’s Representative on Earth—with a hard-on. Hmmm.  Something doesn’t sound right about that, does it? But that perception of representing God gives them unbridled, thoroughly unlimited power over young children. It’s complete, unhindered power and control. They enjoy that part of the obscenities as well. For many it may be all they ever wanted in the first place. But as God’s Representatives on Earth, when they talk, you listen. That’s how it’s always been. Until very, very recently.

How could a child not be hopelessly confused about what God’s Representative on Earth orders him to do, and what he has been taught at home and school about Good Touch and Bad Touch? The experience must be terrifyingly confusing to a young mind. “Grab your ankles, Timmy!” Disgusting? Of course! But nowhere near as disgusting as what those priests are doing to those boys. We’ll never know how many millions of children like Timmy have suffered over the centuries at the hands of the “Holy” Roman Catholic Church. It all just makes you want to puke. “God’s representative” my aching ass.

“Celibacy” is the current, popular culprit in the worldwide frenzy of the horrific extent of Roman Catholic priests raping altar boys, but that seems unlikely. If it were just celibacy causing all the trouble, then young girls and boys would be raped equally. They are not. These pedophile priests seem to prefer boys. I personally don’t give a damn why that is. I just want to see them all tried and convicted in secular courts and sent to prison like all other pedophiles.

Interesting proof of the boy-thing is that boys are not permitted to begin serving at the Altar after reaching their teens. Why? The official reason is that by then the young men are no longer innocent enough to serve at the altar. The real reason is that if the boys began their altar boy duties when they had already reached their teens, they’d never put up with any of that sex crap. Never. They’d punch out the priests before allowing anything like that to even start. And that’s why all altar boys have always begun their duties in their very young years. They can be cajoled into being raped. Disgusting.

Heil Benedict!

All hell broke lose in Europe this past April when country after country burst forth with their own Roman Catholic priest sex abuse scandals, identical to the American scandals. Ireland was particularly pissed off about the whole thing. It only took more than a thousand years to finally bring some of the scum into the light, but it finally happened.

Pope Benedict XVI perhaps should not be blamed for having been a Nazi. He joined the Hitler Youth when he was 14, which is a very ambiguous, impressionable age. However, you have to wonder what the Cardinals were thinking when they chose him to be pope. Weren’t there any other worthy candidates who had not been youthful Nazis by choice? This colossal faux pas highlights the archaic, obsolete, moth-eaten nature of the whole stupid Catholic Church in the 21st  century. It was stupid enough in the first few centuries, but today? Give it a rest! It’s time to end it all. No more priests, bishops, cardinals or popes. And for heaven’s sake, get rid of those idiotic clothes with the cutesy slippers and pointy hats that are disturbingly reminiscent of the KKK’s outfits, and make them all look like idiots.

I am against all religions for reasons stated elsewhere, the main reason being that religions all begin from the premise that humans are filthy scum from the moment of birth. What bullshit. What hurtful, stultifying bullshit. Religions, for the most part, are just money-grubbing control freaks and always have been. They want power. Sadly, for most of human history they have had it. I wish I could live long enough to see them all fade into nothingness. But of course I won’t.

However, it is some small comfort that the child-destroying Catholic priests can never overcome the distain and contempt they deserve. They have finally been smoked out of their filthy foxholes. I’m grateful enough for that!  

© 2010 Judith Hayes

  Best source for all this and more:  

http://www.traditioninaction.org/HotTopics/a01Pedophilia_crisis.htm#crisis


  

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